Showing posts with label Fiction. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Fiction. Show all posts

1.05.2021

Dreamer

“Are you not scared to die like them?” the strange man asked her, his dagger at her throat.

The young woman smiled, soft and sad. “This is not when I die,” she replied.

“It is if I say so,” the stranger said, the blade pressing closer against her skin.

She did not move. “Even you cannot ignore someone’s destiny,” she said. “This is not when I will die.”

Curious now, the strange man lowered his blade. Around them on the ground were her traveling companions, slain and dead for their food and supplies. The strange man had crept among the four of them during the night, killed her brother first, who was on watch, and then the elderly couple they had been traveling with. The young woman had awoken to the elderly woman dying and stood up to face the strange man, fearless. “How do you know such a thing?” he asked of her now.

“I dreamed as a girl that I would not die until I was old and in love, with children grown and left,” she answered him plainly.

“And how do you know that this dream was true?” he demanded, scornful. “It was just some little girl’s fantasy.”

“No,” she replied. “I have dreamed when all those in my family will die.” She pointed to her brother, slumped over near the log he’d once sat on. “I dreamed long ago that he would die tonight and said good-bye to him before I lay down to sleep. I knew that my mother would die of sickness and my father from bandits years before her.”

“Truly?” the stranger asked, intrigued now. She saw a flash of greed in his eyes then and knew what he would ask. After all, the man who knew how he would die was forewarned and mayhap could cheat his death when the time came. He raised his dagger once more. “Tell me, witch, how will I die?”

“I am no witch,” she replied, “only a young woman, now traveling alone.”

“Tell me,” he said again, ignoring the rest.

She shook her head. “I cannot,” she said. “I can only dream the deaths of those who have a place in my heart. Why should I care when you, a stranger to me, will die?”

He considered this for a moment and then sheathed his dagger. “Then, you shall come back home with me and be my wife, and when you come to love me, you will dream of my death.”

“Yes, I will,” she agreed.

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What is the cost of a dream?

She dreams the deaths of those she loves. He wants that power. And so, their life together begins, but all knowledge has a price.

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12.31.2020

Dawn

How to say what you mean When everything is buried Inside, deep within, hiding Until the sun comes out again Something to keep on wishing for A night that ends and a day that

Lives forever For you For me For everyone

Maybe we can withstand the night
Just a little bit longer, just enough
To see the light come out once more
Just need a little more time to see
What will happen next and how much
Longer until the next day finally begins

Darkness

Everybody happy, celebrate again What are we singing for? Everybody wants to shout and leap Don’t forget the rocks below

Got to look down and brace
Yourself for the landing
Hold on tight to the feeling
Reuniting for just one moment

Can’t hide from the truth
This moment scares you
So much bad in the past
Is the darkness leaving yet?

Remnant

The last little light tonight

Is flickering
Is fleeting
Is ephemeral
Is dying

Wisps of smoke are all that remain.


Judgment

Find your center Steel yourself for the moment It’s time now to look up At the new horizon And judge whether the effort Is worth it this time

Maybe not, maybe never again
The passing of this time begins
Nothing else to do but wait
See the new dawn rise
Time to decide and realize
The shadows are getting closer

12.01.2020

The Final Truth

I lay staring at the roof of the cellar. The thought resonating in my head is simple. How could things possibly get any worse?

Immediately, as though in answer to this half-formed thought, I hear a vehicle pull up outside. My host has returned. And even though I know who it is, I can’t help but wish for just one minute that someone else has arrived at this nondescript house that was nevertheless the scene of my many childhood adventures. Someone else. Anyone else.

But I hear the familiar click of the heels above me, and I know that my hope is in vain. Anxiously, I strain my ears to figure out which direction she’s moving in. The bathroom would be fine, the kitchen even better, but no. My heart sinks as that repetitive rhythm comes closer to the door shut tight above the stairs to my left.

There isn’t even a lock on the door. A lock isn’t necessary. It swings opens with little noise, and I close my eyes against the sudden light, not wanting a repeat of the pain from last time. I can still hear her anyways, walking carefully down the cellar stairs. Again, I vow to myself that if she would just come a little closer this time, I can overpower her, somehow get free from my bonds. It’s a lie, I know, but right now, it’s all that I have to cling to.

She is standing on the hard, cement floor that I am now reacquainted with so thoroughly. When I can finally see her, I am horrified to discover that there is a child in her arms, awake but silent, tear tracks still wet on his cheeks and eyes very wide.

“No,” I whisper, or try to, but not even my own ears can pick up the sound that passes my lips. I repeat myself, this time a mere breath louder. “No.”

“Isn’t he precious?” she beams at me, a small but genuine smile forming on her lips. She runs one hand through the silent child’s hair and then drops a kiss onto his forehead before she sets him down. He stays where he’s put, curling his arms around his legs and cuddling them close to his chest. The light hits just right so that I can now see the bruise already darkening over one of those blue eyes. The sight doesn’t surprise me, but still, a low coil of dread writhes in my stomach.

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"When does lying for someone else's sake become lying for your own? How far is too far, or is the liar damned right from the beginning?

A chilling tale of the cost of lying, both to others and, especially, to ourselves.

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11.30.2020

Safety

Cower down in fear When the yelling starts Don’t know where to run Nowhere to hide, from All the truths and all the lies Deep inside, all of us Are hiding from the light Need to remember the Darkness isn’t safe at night Got to open our eyes And realize The way out is always there Even if it takes a lifetime To find out where

Be Yourself

Settle down, they say To the child running wild Settle down, they say To the teenager breaking free Settle down, they say To the young adult facing A lifetime of burdens

Be free, they say

To the middle-aged struggling

To remember happiness

Be free, they say

To the elderly with all

Their life’s regrets


Be yourself, I say

At any time and any age

Truly, be yourself


Move

Silly little traveling child What do you know? Who do you see? What do you find?


Silly little traveling child

The world is before you

Open your eyes

Take a deep breath


Start your journey now

10.31.2020

The Man Whose Name is Carl

The last thing Carl wanted to spend his evening doing was waiting around one of the smaller rooms down the hall from the main office until they got confirmation to go load up the merchandise from warehouse eleven into a truck and then haul it back here. The night air was chilly this late at the best of times, and if he bothered to turn his head slightly to his left, Carl would be able to see that frost had already formed in thick layers on the outsides of the windows here, never mind out at the docks.

Still, Carl found himself staring blankly at the rather large TV screen in front of him, not taking in what was actually playing but just letting the low sound wash over him as he thought longingly of being home instead, sound asleep in his bed, his wife’s light snoring in his ear as her hair got caught in his mouth or up his nose. It’d been over three weeks since he’d been home early enough to eat dinner with her and their daughters, to hear how everyone’s day had been, to argue about whose turn it was to wash the dishes or just to sit in front of his own TV, a beer in hand, and not pay attention to his own set as he listened to nothing in particular.

“Want something?” one of his coworkers asked, stuck here late like him, and Carl looked up at Luke to give him a slight, tired smile.

“Nah,” he answered, waving a hand at the vending machine in the corner that housed a variety of sports drinks, flavored waters, and energy shots. “Not in the mood for anything but a bed.”

Luke sighed in agreement and pushed the button for his own selection. The machine made noises like it was dying and then coughed up an energy drink. “Know what you mean,” he said. “These late-night shifts when the shipments come in kill me.” He opened his drink and took a long swallow, then, unexpectedly, smirked. “And if they don’t, my girlfriend does when I finally walk in the door.”

“She stays up?” the last member of their moving crew asked, coming back into the room from making a call to check on his babysitter. Carl knew that George was raising a small boy all by himself, the mother having run off with a younger man before the kid was even out of diapers. George hated these long nights more than Carl and Luke combined, hated having to ask a babysitter to stay over practically all night and hated not putting his boy to bed, but the overtime they got paid during these few weeks was worth the hassle, just barely.

Carl was also surprised at the news that Luke’s girlfriend stayed up waiting for him. Sure, sometimes when Carl crawled into the bed, it woke up Patti, but she barely did more than grumble and roll over. At that time of the night, after a full day at her own job and being the only parent in the house to sort out whatever their daughters decided to argue about that day, there was no way that his wife had the time or energy to stay up waiting for him to come home.

Luke snorted, but was still smiling slightly. “Sets the alarm for when I’m supposed to get in and then hits the snooze if I’m not there yet until she hears the car pull up,” he said. “Then she comes out to berate me, heats up some food, sits there and yells at me some more while I eat it about how stupid it is to sign up for these graveyard shifts just to earn a few extra dollars that we really kind of need, and then makes me take a shower ‘cause I ‘smell like a bloated fish’. Then I finally get to go the hell to sleep.”

Carl laughed lightly. “I think my wife’d smack me upside the head if I suggested she do the same,” he replied wryly, and George snickered. Luke saluted them both with the rest of his drink and then chugged it, tossing the empty can at the trash, where it missed widely enough that Carl and George laughed louder at the scowl on Luke’s face as he grudgingly stalked over and picked up the can again in disgust.

The beeping of the intercom caused Carl to motion to one of the others to turn down the sound on the TV, even though it was already quiet enough to barely hear. Pressing the button on the side to talk into it, he cleared his throat slightly. “Yes, sir?” he spoke into the speaker.

As usual, the woman’s voice that came on the other end was perfectly clear and sounded as crisp as if her day had only started an hour ago and it was not the middle of the night. “The chairman says that the merchandise has now been unloaded from the docks,” she announced. “Please retrieve all the boxes in warehouse eleven and deliver them to storage room seven.”

Although her last sentence contained the word ‘please’, it was clearly not a request.

The same instructions as every other night, besides the numbers being different, and Carl was actually kind of impressed that the woman didn’t sound as bored by saying her instructions as he was of hearing them. Pressing the button again, he replied, “Will do.” The line went dead and the intercom silent. He turned around and shared an exasperated look with the other two, shaking his head. “Come on, then.”

“So eager to freeze,” Luke grumbled, but only halfheartedly, and then they all left the room, glad that the last week of this season’s shipments was almost behind them.

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10.30.2020

The Fall

Slow down for a while The grind hurts No time to rest Make yourself take a breath Remember the fall How it hurts to let go

Climb up and get ready

Make time to put on a show

Dazzle them all but ache inside

Hard to resist the applause


Don’t pay attention to the

Hungry lions waiting below


Drums

Can’t hear anything else Drums pound in the dark Soft and loud, hear the echo Follow it down, feel around Nowhere is safe anymore Got to run and hide and live The drums carry on, never stop Hard to keep up, with the sound All around, echo, echo, everywhere No one there, live in despair And wait for the sound to die down

Look Away

Look away It’s too horrible to stay The skeletons rattle Secrets hidden away Look away Nowhere left is safe How the wind howls Desperate to say Look away

Before it’s too late

Look away

Abyss

Have a little party Feel a little fun Dance through the night No reason to stop

Got to keep it up

Because it’s all alright

Because it’s like being

Alive one more time


Feel the blood

Drink the wine

Time to dine on the feast

Enjoy the night


Never want to stop

Can’t keep going

Make something new

Got to make it through

9.30.2020

Luck

"Really, I can’t think of anything worse after a night of heavy drinking than waking up next to someone and not being able to remember their name.

Or how you met.

Or why they’re dead."

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Tim's not having the best start to his day, and must now figure out the mysteries of where he is and who the dead body is in the room with him, and most importantly, what happened the night before.

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9.25.2020

Rend

Dig in and eat the flesh Feast on your fresh snack Got to take what you can Never give it back

Something’s howling
Inside of me
Can’t keep quiet
Have to let it out

Tired but still standing
Don’t know how else to be
Need to kill to eat
Time to get ready for the feast

Lost

What am I doing here What am I living for I think I used to know But I can’t tell anymore

There’s something missing
Inside of me, some need
I can’t remember what it
Used to be to believe

I know I wanted all these things
I wanted so much more
Now I can’t even remember
Their names or anything

I used to be waiting for something
To happen to me, just once
I don’t know why, because
Nothing good ever came

When did it get so hard to see
The way forward once more
There’s no open door in front of me
Can’t find the strength inside me

I See

It’s a challenge, I see Facing me Figuring out What I mean

It’s a challenge, I see
My hopes and dreams
The things I love
Are a mystery

It’s a challenge, I see
To catch me lying
You have to be
So sly around me

It’s a challenge, I see
To never trust my word
To always assume
My motives aren’t pure

It’s a challenge, I see

Big of You


Big of you
To make me bleed
To cut me down
Piece by piece

Big of you
To make me cry
To shatter me
Deep down inside

Big of you
To say it’s me
My fault
For everything

Big of you
To have no guilt
To never suffer
Your endless rage

8.30.2020

That's Fine

Never thought I’d see the day When you’d look at me and say How sorry you are for all the things You said to me over the years

For all the hurt and tears
Little and small and tall
Never thought you’d look me in the eye
And admit that you were wrong 

How to go on from this now
What do I say to these words that come out?
Why are you apologizing to me today?
Are you saying these words just to feel better?

It’s been years, I hardly recognize you
I’ve been living my life, and so have you
To see me now and bring it all up again
I think you just want me to say you’re forgiven

If that’s what you need, then fine with me
I’ve already grown past all the ways you hurt me
You’re a part of my life I’ll never forget
But you’re not my future anymore, and I can’t 

Let you drag me down any further
I need to live for tomorrow and wait for the sun
Can’t tell how happy I’ve been without you
I moved on so long ago, and it’s time you did, too