2.08.2019

One More Time

Come down
Make it last
Let it linger
Go slower
Ready
Deep breath
To the finish
Push for more
Steady
Pace yourself
Enjoy the moment
Experience the joy
You can do it
We can do it
All the way now
One more time

Locked Inside

Hey, wanna know a secret?
There’s nowhere to hide
From the voices inside
And what they’re saying to you
Got to keep it all locked inside
Those words that made me cry
All the things they used to say
To make me give up and go away
Time to lift my head and start again
Ignore the voices in my head
They don’t really know me
I’m capable of so much more now
Got to keep it all locked inside
Those words that made me cry
All the things they used to say
To make me give up and go away
People laugh and cry and hate
How do we all go on each day?
There’s so much joy but so much
Pain, filling up every moment today
Got to keep it all locked inside
Those words that made me cry
All the things they used to say
To make me give up and go away
Just want to crawl in bed and hide
Can’t believe that I’m worth more
Until I give a little sigh and try
Prove them all wrong until I die
Got to keep it all locked inside
Those words that made me cry
All the things they used to say
To make me give up and go away
Got to keep it all locked inside
Those words that made me cry
All the things they used to say
To make me give up and go away
Those words never disappear
No matter where I go or what I do
But now I know that I can be me
Ignore those doubts screaming in my ear
Got to keep it all locked inside
Those words that made me cry
All the things they used to say
To make me give up and go away

Knock, Knock

(Knock, knock)
Look here, it’s me again
I bet you thought that I had left
That I was never coming back
How many tears did you cry?
(Knock, knock)
I wonder what you missed of
Me when I went away again
Was it my smile, my laughter?
Did you wait for me at all?
(Knock, knock)
I had so much fun while all alone
Did so many amazing things
Met people who I fell in love with
Found myself enjoying life again
(Knock, knock)
Forget all those things we said
Maybe this was meant to be
We needed to get some distance
Close our eyes and count to ten
(Knock, knock)
Funny how the simple things
Aren’t so easy to explain
Every time I try to say what I feel
I mess us up all over again
(Knock, knock)
(Knock, knock)
What do you want now?
How are you feeling about us?
Maybe we still need some more time
Let’s deal with everything tomorrow

Complicated

Hard and slick
Push and pull
Aching for more
Tender and slow
Get it right
Make the time
Put your heart
And soul into mine
Mean this
Everything
Can’t lose control
Melt from the inside
Spread all around
Heat and sweat
Gasp and sigh
Grunt and moan
Keep it real
Go again
Many more times
Erase the past
Write something new
And full and deep
A complicated journey