10.31.2020

The Man Whose Name is Carl

The last thing Carl wanted to spend his evening doing was waiting around one of the smaller rooms down the hall from the main office until they got confirmation to go load up the merchandise from warehouse eleven into a truck and then haul it back here. The night air was chilly this late at the best of times, and if he bothered to turn his head slightly to his left, Carl would be able to see that frost had already formed in thick layers on the outsides of the windows here, never mind out at the docks.

Still, Carl found himself staring blankly at the rather large TV screen in front of him, not taking in what was actually playing but just letting the low sound wash over him as he thought longingly of being home instead, sound asleep in his bed, his wife’s light snoring in his ear as her hair got caught in his mouth or up his nose. It’d been over three weeks since he’d been home early enough to eat dinner with her and their daughters, to hear how everyone’s day had been, to argue about whose turn it was to wash the dishes or just to sit in front of his own TV, a beer in hand, and not pay attention to his own set as he listened to nothing in particular.

“Want something?” one of his coworkers asked, stuck here late like him, and Carl looked up at Luke to give him a slight, tired smile.

“Nah,” he answered, waving a hand at the vending machine in the corner that housed a variety of sports drinks, flavored waters, and energy shots. “Not in the mood for anything but a bed.”

Luke sighed in agreement and pushed the button for his own selection. The machine made noises like it was dying and then coughed up an energy drink. “Know what you mean,” he said. “These late-night shifts when the shipments come in kill me.” He opened his drink and took a long swallow, then, unexpectedly, smirked. “And if they don’t, my girlfriend does when I finally walk in the door.”

“She stays up?” the last member of their moving crew asked, coming back into the room from making a call to check on his babysitter. Carl knew that George was raising a small boy all by himself, the mother having run off with a younger man before the kid was even out of diapers. George hated these long nights more than Carl and Luke combined, hated having to ask a babysitter to stay over practically all night and hated not putting his boy to bed, but the overtime they got paid during these few weeks was worth the hassle, just barely.

Carl was also surprised at the news that Luke’s girlfriend stayed up waiting for him. Sure, sometimes when Carl crawled into the bed, it woke up Patti, but she barely did more than grumble and roll over. At that time of the night, after a full day at her own job and being the only parent in the house to sort out whatever their daughters decided to argue about that day, there was no way that his wife had the time or energy to stay up waiting for him to come home.

Luke snorted, but was still smiling slightly. “Sets the alarm for when I’m supposed to get in and then hits the snooze if I’m not there yet until she hears the car pull up,” he said. “Then she comes out to berate me, heats up some food, sits there and yells at me some more while I eat it about how stupid it is to sign up for these graveyard shifts just to earn a few extra dollars that we really kind of need, and then makes me take a shower ‘cause I ‘smell like a bloated fish’. Then I finally get to go the hell to sleep.”

Carl laughed lightly. “I think my wife’d smack me upside the head if I suggested she do the same,” he replied wryly, and George snickered. Luke saluted them both with the rest of his drink and then chugged it, tossing the empty can at the trash, where it missed widely enough that Carl and George laughed louder at the scowl on Luke’s face as he grudgingly stalked over and picked up the can again in disgust.

The beeping of the intercom caused Carl to motion to one of the others to turn down the sound on the TV, even though it was already quiet enough to barely hear. Pressing the button on the side to talk into it, he cleared his throat slightly. “Yes, sir?” he spoke into the speaker.

As usual, the woman’s voice that came on the other end was perfectly clear and sounded as crisp as if her day had only started an hour ago and it was not the middle of the night. “The chairman says that the merchandise has now been unloaded from the docks,” she announced. “Please retrieve all the boxes in warehouse eleven and deliver them to storage room seven.”

Although her last sentence contained the word ‘please’, it was clearly not a request.

The same instructions as every other night, besides the numbers being different, and Carl was actually kind of impressed that the woman didn’t sound as bored by saying her instructions as he was of hearing them. Pressing the button again, he replied, “Will do.” The line went dead and the intercom silent. He turned around and shared an exasperated look with the other two, shaking his head. “Come on, then.”

“So eager to freeze,” Luke grumbled, but only halfheartedly, and then they all left the room, glad that the last week of this season’s shipments was almost behind them.

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10.30.2020

The Fall

Slow down for a while The grind hurts No time to rest Make yourself take a breath Remember the fall How it hurts to let go

Climb up and get ready

Make time to put on a show

Dazzle them all but ache inside

Hard to resist the applause


Don’t pay attention to the

Hungry lions waiting below


Drums

Can’t hear anything else Drums pound in the dark Soft and loud, hear the echo Follow it down, feel around Nowhere is safe anymore Got to run and hide and live The drums carry on, never stop Hard to keep up, with the sound All around, echo, echo, everywhere No one there, live in despair And wait for the sound to die down

Look Away

Look away It’s too horrible to stay The skeletons rattle Secrets hidden away Look away Nowhere left is safe How the wind howls Desperate to say Look away

Before it’s too late

Look away

Abyss

Have a little party Feel a little fun Dance through the night No reason to stop

Got to keep it up

Because it’s all alright

Because it’s like being

Alive one more time


Feel the blood

Drink the wine

Time to dine on the feast

Enjoy the night


Never want to stop

Can’t keep going

Make something new

Got to make it through