2.18.2016

Spectra

When I wake up, the first thing I notice is that my bedroom is completely dark. It’s nighttime.

This isn’t entirely unusual for me. Thanks to working erratic hours lately, my sleep schedule has been reduced to ‘Get it while I can’. For another minute, I lie in bed, warm and comfortable, and not especially looking forward to checking the time on my phone and seeing how long I have until my alarm goes off.

Eventually, I force myself upright, and reach over blindly until my fingers bump against my phone. I unlock my screen and squint at the bright light. There’s something wrong with my phone’s background. The picture is grayscale, when it definitely shouldn’t be. I force myself to ignore that and glance at the time, then reset my alarm so that I can doze for another fifteen minutes, and then I borrow back underneath my blankets.

When I don’t have any more time before I absolutely have to move, I sit up and turn on the lamp next to my bed. And that’s when I notice that it isn’t my phone’s screen that’s the problem.

Everything is grayscale, like in an older black and white movie. My curtains, which should be a deep blue, look almost black. My walls are a light gray, my floor, everything.

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Can you trust your own perceptions? What would you do if you suddenly couldn't?

A chilling short tale about how sometimes reality isn't as stable as it seems. About the difference between what's true and what's real. Are you sure that you want to look into the abyss? Maybe something will stare back.

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The Last Stitch

Undo each thread, slowly and with care
Let me see what’s underneath
I’ll make sure to sew it back up
Once I’m done sating my hunger
We fall asleep, breaths soft
Our limbs tangled up and bound together
Until there’s nothing and no one else
I’m the only reality you know to seek
Every thought and hope is mine to own
I cherish this gift until I’m bored
We have lots of fun and laughs
Until the day I eventually break you
What memories do I leave you with?
I know you’ll hold them close forever
Wish it was my arms holding you tight
My warm embrace that could shelter
It’s too bad that this could never last
All our happy plans dashed to dust
But you should know that while it lasted
My love for you was always false
My interest was only for amusement’s sake
You were so perfectly naïve, I couldn’t stop
Until you became perfectly predictable
So, really, it’s all your fault that we ended
I hope you know this as I pull closed
            The last stitch

2.18.2016

“While white is refraction, black is absorption. So why does white stand for purity, when it accepts nothing, and yet, black stands for evil, when it accepts everything?”

Let It Crumble

When the rusty ceiling flakes
Coats your skin in failure
Falls apart around you

Just remember to look up
Because through the broken
Wreck is something new

There are no limits to restrain
you from trying over once again
As many times as you want to

Understand that if the ceiling
Doesn’t fall in, you’ll never see
What’s waiting above for you