Feel This

When you feel this
This creeping in your soul
And you know
That you have to let go

When you hate
Hate so badly that you shake
Want to hide away
And scream all day

When you laugh
Laugh so hard that you can’t stop
Hurts so good you
Want it to stay

When you cry
Cry so much that you run dry
Nothing else inside
Feel so numb

When you breathe
Breathe steady and slow and solid
From the deep bottom
Of your lungs

When you create
Create yourself in front of everyone
Ready for their verdict
Full of confidence

When you destroy
Destroy it all only to build again
Start anew before
You lose yourself

When you can’t go on
On the road where you stop and fall
And can’t get up
Lie there and just sleep

When you can’t stop
Stop going so hard that you’re dying
Nothing to grab onto
No anchor in sight

When you feel this
This creeping in your soul
And you know
That you have to let go