Reflection

You hurt me so much more 

Than I ever thought was possible
It hurts so bad that I really almost
Want to curl up and die right now

Why did you have to say those things
So hurtful and spiteful and full of pain
Was it fun to watch me flinch back
See me cringe as you cut each wound

The funny thing is I never knew before
That you were capable of this anger
I let my guard down and relaxed
Only to have you turn on me now

I don’t know what it is I’ve done
That would make you hate me this way
But is your compassion all used up
That you couldn’t even try to be kind

These tears won’t stop coming
Because there’s nothing else
I can’t stop you from hurting me
I can’t make you love me again

What happened that changed your mind
Did I somehow make you into this person
Who could do all of these hurtful things
Do I only have myself to blame

These tears won’t stop coming
Because there’s nothing else
I can’t stop you from hurting me
I can’t make you love me again

I don’t know what it is I’ve done
That would make you hate me this way
But is your compassion all used up
That you couldn’t even try to be kind

The funny thing is I never knew before
That you were capable of this anger
I let my guard down and relaxed
Only to have you turn on me now

Why did you have to say those things
So hurtful and spiteful and full of pain
Was it fun to watch me flinch back
See me cringe as you cut each wound

You hurt me so much more 

Than I ever thought was possible
It hurts so bad that I really almost
Want to curl up and die right now